1 00:00:21,188 --> 00:00:23,822 It is in the giving that we receive. 2 00:00:23,858 --> 00:00:25,524 It is in the giving that we receive. 3 00:00:25,559 --> 00:00:27,326 It is in the pardoning, 4 00:00:27,361 --> 00:00:28,527 that we pardon. 5 00:00:28,562 --> 00:00:29,661 It is in the pardoning, 6 00:00:29,697 --> 00:00:30,863 that we pardon. 7 00:00:30,898 --> 00:00:32,831 It is in the dying of the self, 8 00:00:32,867 --> 00:00:35,667 that we are born to eternal life. 9 00:00:35,703 --> 00:00:37,436 It is in the dying of the self, 10 00:00:37,471 --> 00:00:39,438 that we are born to eternal life. 11 00:00:39,473 --> 00:00:40,473 Don't fight it, 12 00:00:41,375 --> 00:00:43,575 it works, if you work it. 13 00:00:44,412 --> 00:00:45,878 All right. 14 00:00:45,913 --> 00:00:47,513 I'll see you all next Tuesday. 15 00:00:56,891 --> 00:00:59,491 So want to grab a coffee? 16 00:00:59,527 --> 00:01:00,592 Cobbler, cookie? 17 00:01:01,462 --> 00:01:03,862 Katy we've already talked about this. 18 00:01:03,898 --> 00:01:04,863 Talked about what, 19 00:01:04,899 --> 00:01:05,798 I just wanted to know if you 20 00:01:05,833 --> 00:01:06,632 want to grab a cup of coffee. 21 00:01:06,667 --> 00:01:07,800 We're done with this. 22 00:01:07,835 --> 00:01:09,368 This, what this are you talking about? 23 00:01:09,403 --> 00:01:10,723 The meaningness or are you getting 24 00:01:10,758 --> 00:01:12,038 on my shit when you got it in it. 25 00:01:12,062 --> 00:01:13,372 I'm your sponsor. 26 00:01:13,407 --> 00:01:15,874 It's fine, I'll find another sponsor, 27 00:01:15,910 --> 00:01:17,709 one that's less hands on. 28 00:01:17,745 --> 00:01:18,745 It's my fault. 29 00:01:19,914 --> 00:01:21,880 What the hell are you talking about? 30 00:01:21,916 --> 00:01:24,316 I take full responsibility. 31 00:01:24,351 --> 00:01:25,551 What? 32 00:01:25,586 --> 00:01:26,885 Why are you tripping right now? 33 00:01:26,921 --> 00:01:28,387 Okay, we are both adults. 34 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:29,354 Katy listen. 35 00:01:29,390 --> 00:01:30,255 Look, I'll join another group, 36 00:01:30,291 --> 00:01:31,423 and then we are good. 37 00:01:31,459 --> 00:01:32,859 She and I are getting back together, 38 00:01:32,894 --> 00:01:34,094 we've been going to counseling 39 00:01:34,118 --> 00:01:36,495 for about a month right now. 40 00:01:36,530 --> 00:01:37,530 A month? 41 00:01:38,566 --> 00:01:39,566 A month! 42 00:01:40,634 --> 00:01:42,668 So what the hell was that in your office? 43 00:01:42,703 --> 00:01:44,336 Your farewell f? 44 00:01:44,371 --> 00:01:45,003 I'm not going to jeopordize my life, 45 00:01:45,039 --> 00:01:45,938 for what we did. 46 00:01:45,973 --> 00:01:47,406 I'm sorry. 47 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:49,842 Yeah, yeah you are. 48 00:01:49,877 --> 00:01:51,477 You are a sorry piece of shit! 49 00:01:55,616 --> 00:01:56,616 Katy. 50 00:02:29,483 --> 00:02:31,917 Katy, sweetie, is that you? 51 00:02:32,853 --> 00:02:34,052 Yeah mom, it's me. 52 00:02:36,457 --> 00:02:37,623 I'm really tired okay? 53 00:02:37,658 --> 00:02:40,025 So I'm just going to go to bed. 54 00:02:41,362 --> 00:02:42,427 Come here. 55 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:47,000 All right. 56 00:02:55,709 --> 00:02:56,742 Hey baby. 57 00:02:56,777 --> 00:02:58,110 Hey mom. 58 00:02:58,145 --> 00:02:59,745 You want some tea? 59 00:02:59,780 --> 00:03:01,313 No, I'm good, thanks. 60 00:03:03,517 --> 00:03:06,585 Did you get your card signed for the church. 61 00:03:06,620 --> 00:03:08,487 No mom, I don't need to do that anymore, 62 00:03:08,522 --> 00:03:10,455 it was only quarter out of the six months. 63 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:15,060 Have you been mixing your meds? 64 00:03:15,996 --> 00:03:17,329 You know what doctor Roodin said 65 00:03:17,364 --> 00:03:18,030 about mixing your meds. 66 00:03:18,065 --> 00:03:19,831 I didn't mix. 67 00:03:21,368 --> 00:03:22,368 It's tiring. 68 00:03:27,575 --> 00:03:28,674 Come and sit here. 69 00:03:28,709 --> 00:03:29,875 Sit down. 70 00:03:29,910 --> 00:03:31,443 Ma, I'm really tired. 71 00:03:31,478 --> 00:03:32,644 I want to talk to you. 72 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:34,513 I just want to crash tonight all right? 73 00:03:40,054 --> 00:03:41,320 Sit down baby. 74 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:43,455 No, what mom? 75 00:03:43,490 --> 00:03:45,090 I saw doctor Roodin today. 76 00:03:47,595 --> 00:03:48,961 The cancer's back, 77 00:03:51,565 --> 00:03:52,565 isn't it? 78 00:03:53,767 --> 00:03:55,400 Where did it come back? 79 00:03:55,436 --> 00:03:57,369 Everywhere it was and then some. 80 00:03:58,839 --> 00:04:01,707 It's okay, we're going to ask for a second opinion. 81 00:04:01,742 --> 00:04:03,709 We've got enough opinions baby. 82 00:04:05,512 --> 00:04:07,713 There's no remission this time. 83 00:04:07,748 --> 00:04:09,414 Sometimes you've just got to know 84 00:04:09,450 --> 00:04:10,482 when to surrender, 85 00:04:10,517 --> 00:04:12,050 and this is one of those times. 86 00:04:12,086 --> 00:04:14,386 No, this is not one of those times mom. 87 00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:15,687 What do you even mean by that? 88 00:04:15,723 --> 00:04:18,657 I mean, I'm in my peace with this. 89 00:04:18,692 --> 00:04:20,559 No, bullshit mom! 90 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:23,028 No, you have been fighting this thing for years, 91 00:04:23,063 --> 00:04:25,998 and now all of a sudden you're just going to surrender? 92 00:04:26,033 --> 00:04:27,165 When I was using, 93 00:04:27,201 --> 00:04:28,481 you told me to fight for my life. 94 00:04:28,505 --> 00:04:29,735 That was different! 95 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:30,936 How is it different? 96 00:04:30,971 --> 00:04:32,604 Because you had a fighting chance. 97 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:33,872 So do you mom! 98 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:34,907 I don't. 99 00:04:37,945 --> 00:04:39,678 It's not going to happen today. 100 00:04:39,713 --> 00:04:42,714 The doctor told me I might have as long as six months. 101 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:46,885 My god mom. 102 00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:49,255 Six months. 103 00:04:52,926 --> 00:04:54,893 Where's your inhaler? 104 00:04:55,763 --> 00:04:56,763 Go get your inhaler. 105 00:05:07,074 --> 00:05:08,074 Calm down. 106 00:05:10,511 --> 00:05:11,777 That's right. 107 00:05:11,812 --> 00:05:12,812 Look at me. 108 00:05:15,149 --> 00:05:18,617 Now we ain't got a lot of time left baby girl, 109 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:19,652 but what we've got, 110 00:05:20,821 --> 00:05:22,988 we going to keep it all normal, 111 00:05:23,023 --> 00:05:26,591 and make the best damn use of it. 112 00:05:49,016 --> 00:05:50,016 Wish, 113 00:05:51,685 --> 00:05:52,685 my god, 114 00:05:55,189 --> 00:05:56,189 yes. 115 00:05:59,193 --> 00:06:00,193 My god. 116 00:06:06,811 --> 00:06:07,811 What? 117 00:06:07,835 --> 00:06:09,034 This? 118 00:06:09,069 --> 00:06:09,935 Girl this? 119 00:06:09,970 --> 00:06:11,036 This all paid job. 120 00:06:11,071 --> 00:06:11,937 Please, you know, 121 00:06:11,972 --> 00:06:13,171 I made it, yes I did. 122 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:14,673 It's my design. 123 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:17,542 Yes, it took me a little while, 124 00:06:17,578 --> 00:06:20,145 but it got done. 125 00:06:26,854 --> 00:06:27,854 You did? 126 00:06:29,757 --> 00:06:30,889 My god, 127 00:06:30,924 --> 00:06:32,124 I'm so sorry. 128 00:06:32,159 --> 00:06:33,959 No, no no no no no no, 129 00:06:33,994 --> 00:06:35,694 it's okay, it is. 130 00:06:35,729 --> 00:06:37,896 It's not okay, I should not beshit, 131 00:06:37,931 --> 00:06:40,699 I shouldn't be in your closet, forgive me, 132 00:06:40,734 --> 00:06:41,566 please I should go. 133 00:06:41,602 --> 00:06:42,734 No, no no no no, 134 00:06:42,770 --> 00:06:44,536 the dress, it looks so good on you. 135 00:06:44,571 --> 00:06:46,705 I'm just a big fan of asymmetry and the lines. 136 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:48,039 Me too. 137 00:06:48,075 --> 00:06:49,007 I mean I just feel like the lines lie better. 138 00:06:49,042 --> 00:06:51,209 Do you have book of sketches. 139 00:06:51,245 --> 00:06:52,210 A book? 140 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:54,012 Yes, may I see your sketchbook. 141 00:06:58,752 --> 00:07:01,086 I don't know if I could call this a sketchbook, 142 00:07:01,121 --> 00:07:02,988 but this is just- 143 00:07:03,023 --> 00:07:04,556 I would buy this one right here. 144 00:07:04,591 --> 00:07:05,223 Yeah? 145 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:06,591 Yes. 146 00:07:06,627 --> 00:07:08,307 Okay, well you know if I ever get the money 147 00:07:08,331 --> 00:07:09,728 to buy new fabric, 148 00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:10,929 you'll be my first customer. 149 00:07:10,964 --> 00:07:12,831 I'm going to take you up on that. 150 00:07:14,234 --> 00:07:16,635 So please, call me Caroline. 151 00:07:17,271 --> 00:07:19,671 Okay, Caroline. 152 00:07:19,706 --> 00:07:20,706 Thank you. 153 00:07:21,942 --> 00:07:23,742 This is for you. 154 00:07:23,777 --> 00:07:25,177 No, I cannot accept this. 155 00:07:25,212 --> 00:07:26,578 Yes girl. My god. 156 00:07:26,613 --> 00:07:28,713 Yes, go buy that fabric. 157 00:07:30,884 --> 00:07:32,050 Thank you. 158 00:07:32,085 --> 00:07:33,018 Thank you. 159 00:07:33,053 --> 00:07:34,053 So much. 160 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:37,200 I'll just need two more seconds, 161 00:07:37,224 --> 00:07:38,544 and then I'll be out of your hair. 162 00:07:38,568 --> 00:07:40,091 Girl, take your time. 163 00:07:40,127 --> 00:07:41,560 Thank you. Yeah. 164 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:45,063 Did you get a chance to hear 165 00:07:45,098 --> 00:07:46,698 about the deal with the Chinese yet? 166 00:07:46,733 --> 00:07:48,099 You know that's about my pay grade. 167 00:07:48,135 --> 00:07:49,813 I'm just trying to take as much shit from this place, 168 00:07:49,837 --> 00:07:51,036 before we're both outta job. 169 00:07:51,071 --> 00:07:52,591 We both know if this deal goes through, 170 00:07:52,615 --> 00:07:54,940 it ain't no way that won-tons and chop sueys 171 00:07:54,975 --> 00:07:56,241 are going to keep us fed. 172 00:07:56,276 --> 00:07:58,877 I am not doing this with you today girl, 173 00:07:58,912 --> 00:08:00,145 you're crazy as hell. 174 00:08:00,180 --> 00:08:01,413 Maybe, but guess what? 175 00:08:01,448 --> 00:08:02,914 Crazy keeps it interesting. 176 00:08:16,196 --> 00:08:17,929 I love you. 177 00:08:17,965 --> 00:08:19,297 I love you, too. 178 00:08:19,333 --> 00:08:22,300 Not a day has gone by that I haven't 179 00:08:22,336 --> 00:08:24,636 been thankful to have been your mother. 180 00:08:27,374 --> 00:08:29,975 I love how softly you saw me hit rock bottom. 181 00:08:30,010 --> 00:08:31,409 You're clean now. 182 00:08:32,346 --> 00:08:33,979 You're older. 183 00:08:34,014 --> 00:08:35,680 And you can have the best life 184 00:08:35,716 --> 00:08:38,416 you've ever envisioned for yourself. 185 00:08:38,452 --> 00:08:40,118 And that's the real. 186 00:08:41,989 --> 00:08:44,990 What'd you catch the holy spirit of Oprah up in here, ma? 187 00:08:47,227 --> 00:08:49,461 You get a car and you. 188 00:08:52,499 --> 00:08:54,165 You know how much I love you. 189 00:08:56,737 --> 00:08:58,470 And no matter what I'm about to say 190 00:08:58,505 --> 00:09:01,006 that will never, ever change. 191 00:09:01,041 --> 00:09:02,974 Am I gonna need my inhaler again, mom? 192 00:09:03,010 --> 00:09:05,010 I need you to come close to me. 193 00:09:05,890 --> 00:09:06,890 Mom. 194 00:09:06,914 --> 00:09:08,346 Please. 195 00:09:08,382 --> 00:09:10,115 I need to hold you close right now. 196 00:09:18,225 --> 00:09:19,225 Baby, 197 00:09:21,762 --> 00:09:24,696 this ain't no easier for me to say 198 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:25,830 than for you to hear. 199 00:09:28,001 --> 00:09:29,701 I'm trembling. 200 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:32,504 Mama, no, just tell me, it's okay. 201 00:09:32,539 --> 00:09:35,340 Whatever it is, we got this. 202 00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:43,782 I'm not your mother. 203 00:09:45,385 --> 00:09:46,718 I'm your aunt. 204 00:09:49,289 --> 00:09:50,289 Don't. 205 00:09:51,558 --> 00:09:54,492 I just need to know that you can handle this. 206 00:09:56,363 --> 00:09:58,129 Ain't nothing broke me in a minute 207 00:09:59,533 --> 00:10:02,100 so you just take all the sugar and shit out of that 208 00:10:02,135 --> 00:10:04,736 and just, you just give it to me straight. 209 00:10:09,443 --> 00:10:10,443 Your mother, 210 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:15,246 she got a scholarship to UCLA. 211 00:10:16,483 --> 00:10:19,517 They wanted her for the astronomy department. 212 00:10:19,553 --> 00:10:24,089 She loved the stars and planets. 213 00:10:25,892 --> 00:10:28,960 Used to say there was poetry in the sky 214 00:10:28,996 --> 00:10:31,029 if you look at it right. 215 00:10:32,933 --> 00:10:35,100 The day came for her to leave. 216 00:10:35,135 --> 00:10:37,969 I knew she was born for better things. 217 00:10:38,005 --> 00:10:40,772 But as my heart, I wasn't ready to let go. 218 00:10:40,807 --> 00:10:43,108 Mama and daddy had already passed 219 00:10:43,143 --> 00:10:44,943 and left us this house. 220 00:10:44,978 --> 00:10:47,379 I had a good job so the plan was 221 00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:49,881 for me to buy her out as soon as I could. 222 00:10:49,916 --> 00:10:51,916 Give her a little starter money 223 00:10:51,952 --> 00:10:53,485 for when she was graduating. 224 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:56,087 The scholarship money only covered classes, 225 00:10:56,123 --> 00:10:57,222 books and boarding. 226 00:10:57,257 --> 00:10:59,824 So she took a job as a fit model 227 00:10:59,860 --> 00:11:01,559 with a clothing designer. 228 00:11:01,595 --> 00:11:03,228 And it didn't take long before 229 00:11:03,263 --> 00:11:06,297 she entered into the wrong circles. 230 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:09,968 Time went on and her letters became less about school 231 00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:12,937 and more about the parties she went to. 232 00:11:14,641 --> 00:11:16,908 She met a white man named Hubert 233 00:11:16,943 --> 00:11:19,177 at the designer studio one day. 234 00:11:19,212 --> 00:11:22,113 He was handsome and slick. 235 00:11:23,617 --> 00:11:25,283 Before long they were together, 236 00:11:25,318 --> 00:11:28,119 said he was a movie producer. 237 00:11:28,155 --> 00:11:29,821 It took a while for her to learn 238 00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:31,136 that he wasn't producing the kind 239 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:32,824 of movies she had seen. 240 00:11:32,859 --> 00:11:36,094 Before long UCLA was gone 241 00:11:36,129 --> 00:11:39,297 and so was the girl I recognized as my sister. 242 00:11:40,867 --> 00:11:44,269 Hubert, he had a temper. 243 00:11:44,304 --> 00:11:46,971 Wasn't used to hearing the word no. 244 00:11:47,007 --> 00:11:48,873 Hey, what are you doing? 245 00:11:49,976 --> 00:11:51,009 Stop, Hubert. 246 00:11:52,012 --> 00:11:54,179 What about that, you like it? 247 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:55,980 You like this? Stop, please. 248 00:11:56,016 --> 00:11:59,350 When she wrote that she was about to have a baby, 249 00:11:59,386 --> 00:12:03,121 I got on a plane to bring her back home. 250 00:12:03,156 --> 00:12:06,357 And then you say you wanna leave with my baby? 251 00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:07,625 Hubert, I am begging you. 252 00:12:07,661 --> 00:12:09,327 Bitch I will hurt you. 253 00:12:09,362 --> 00:12:10,895 We gotta get out of here Beverly. 254 00:12:10,931 --> 00:12:11,863 I will burn you. 255 00:12:11,898 --> 00:12:15,667 I will burn this whole place to the floor. 256 00:12:15,702 --> 00:12:17,402 You don't need this. 257 00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:18,236 Lets go! 258 00:12:18,271 --> 00:12:19,971 Shut up! 259 00:12:20,006 --> 00:12:20,672 Shut your mouth. 260 00:12:20,707 --> 00:12:22,040 Hubert. 261 00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:24,676 Now you want me to look at my family? 262 00:12:24,711 --> 00:12:25,543 How about you like this? 263 00:12:25,579 --> 00:12:27,139 Tell me you love me and make me mean it. 264 00:12:27,558 --> 00:12:28,558 Why are you staying here? 265 00:12:28,582 --> 00:12:29,647 Lets go, Beverly. 266 00:12:29,683 --> 00:12:30,582 Look at your daughter! 267 00:12:30,617 --> 00:12:32,484 Answer me! Please. 268 00:12:37,691 --> 00:12:39,390 How is she? 269 00:12:43,196 --> 00:12:45,663 When Beverly died from the fire 270 00:12:45,699 --> 00:12:49,067 I was gonna make sure I'd take care of you. 271 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:53,371 'Cause I know my sister woulda wanted that. 272 00:12:55,091 --> 00:12:56,091 I'm hereSo, r you. 273 00:12:59,529 --> 00:13:00,529 I got a 274 00:13:02,165 --> 00:13:03,465 drug addict momma, 275 00:13:05,101 --> 00:13:06,267 a white daddy, 276 00:13:07,938 --> 00:13:10,205 and my momma's my aunt. 277 00:13:10,307 --> 00:13:13,942 I ain't leavin' this earth with any secrets between us. 278 00:13:14,044 --> 00:13:15,109 Why? 279 00:13:15,212 --> 00:13:16,945 Let me ask you something. 280 00:13:17,047 --> 00:13:19,581 Which one was easier for you? 281 00:13:19,683 --> 00:13:21,883 Keepin' this a secret from me, 282 00:13:21,985 --> 00:13:23,551 or telling yourself that you were doing 283 00:13:23,653 --> 00:13:25,987 such a great thing. Baby! 284 00:13:26,089 --> 00:13:28,857 You do not get to speak! 285 00:13:28,959 --> 00:13:30,325 All of that time, 286 00:13:31,461 --> 00:13:34,329 when I was drinking and doing drugs, 287 00:13:34,431 --> 00:13:37,065 and turning to strangers on the street 288 00:13:37,167 --> 00:13:38,266 to make me feel better. 289 00:13:38,368 --> 00:13:40,602 I didn't... All of that time 290 00:13:40,704 --> 00:13:43,338 I was wondering what was wrong with me! 291 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,106 It was a disease! 292 00:13:45,208 --> 00:13:48,176 That you had every chance to tell me 293 00:13:48,278 --> 00:13:49,577 that I inherited! 294 00:13:51,114 --> 00:13:53,381 You had one goddamn job! 295 00:13:53,483 --> 00:13:54,582 To protect me! 296 00:13:55,652 --> 00:13:57,886 I prayed on it! 297 00:13:57,988 --> 00:13:59,354 I prayed on it! 298 00:13:59,456 --> 00:14:01,589 And he got you through it. 299 00:14:01,691 --> 00:14:03,324 He didn't get me through shit. 300 00:14:04,227 --> 00:14:05,227 And neither did you. 301 00:14:06,196 --> 00:14:07,595 But you could've. 302 00:14:07,697 --> 00:14:12,901 But now, at a time that is the most convenient for you. 303 00:14:13,169 --> 00:14:14,402 Now? 304 00:14:14,504 --> 00:14:15,784 Because you wanna get into heaven 305 00:14:15,808 --> 00:14:18,907 you wanna tell me this shit? 306 00:14:19,009 --> 00:14:20,074 You're right. 307 00:14:20,176 --> 00:14:21,543 You know what? 308 00:14:21,645 --> 00:14:23,111 There ain't no heaven. 309 00:14:24,381 --> 00:14:26,080 There's only hell. 310 00:14:27,517 --> 00:14:31,085 Thank you for putting me through that shit. 311 00:14:32,556 --> 00:14:33,556 Clarice. 312 00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:45,667 Look Chris, it's me. 313 00:14:45,769 --> 00:14:47,649 I know I've been blowing your phone up all night 314 00:14:47,673 --> 00:14:51,039 but I just need a familiar voice to talk to, all right? 315 00:14:51,141 --> 00:14:54,442 Just somebody who knows me and doesn't give a shit. 316 00:14:55,712 --> 00:14:57,245 So just please call me. 317 00:14:58,381 --> 00:15:00,014 Please, please, I need you Chris. 318 00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:01,950 Just call me, okay, please. 319 00:15:03,453 --> 00:15:04,652 Okay, bye. 320 00:15:04,754 --> 00:15:06,087 Mornin'. 321 00:15:06,189 --> 00:15:07,555 Hi. 322 00:15:07,657 --> 00:15:08,657 You good? 323 00:15:08,692 --> 00:15:09,424 You seem shook. 324 00:15:09,526 --> 00:15:10,658 No, no, no, I'm good. 325 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:13,000 I'm just starting my shift, but I'll be in there shortly. 326 00:15:13,024 --> 00:15:14,295 No, it's fine, it's fine. 327 00:15:14,397 --> 00:15:15,463 Have a great day, Edie. 328 00:15:21,137 --> 00:15:24,973 It's me again, I'm so sorry 329 00:15:25,075 --> 00:15:26,307 about last night 330 00:15:26,409 --> 00:15:28,309 and I know you're upset 331 00:15:28,411 --> 00:15:31,646 and I said some stuff that I. 332 00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:36,718 Anyway, I know you're probably praying on it now. 333 00:15:36,820 --> 00:15:38,453 Please call me back. 334 00:15:40,190 --> 00:15:41,950 You're the best mom a girl could ever ask for 335 00:15:41,974 --> 00:15:43,374 and I love you. 336 00:15:44,628 --> 00:15:52,628 I'm sorry. 337 00:15:58,508 --> 00:16:00,141 Excuse me, officer. 338 00:16:00,243 --> 00:16:02,343 Hi, my name is Edie Crane, 339 00:16:02,445 --> 00:16:03,177 this is my house. 340 00:16:03,279 --> 00:16:04,279 Is everything okay? 341 00:16:04,347 --> 00:16:05,347 Where's my mom? 342 00:16:05,448 --> 00:16:06,347 I'm so sorry to tell you this... 343 00:16:06,449 --> 00:16:07,315 Where's my mom? 344 00:16:07,417 --> 00:16:08,697 That she was found unresponsive. 345 00:16:08,759 --> 00:16:10,079 A male carrier was dropping off... 346 00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:10,725 Please, 347 00:16:10,787 --> 00:16:11,419 I need to see her please! 348 00:16:11,521 --> 00:16:12,521 Just come. 349 00:16:18,105 --> 00:16:19,105 My God. 350 00:16:19,129 --> 00:16:20,695 Please, I need a minute. 351 00:16:27,904 --> 00:16:28,904 Ma? 352 00:16:29,606 --> 00:16:32,140 Ma. 353 00:16:45,321 --> 00:16:47,755 Please, please forgive me mom! 354 00:16:52,696 --> 00:16:53,696 No! 355 00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:57,266 No! 356 00:17:04,607 --> 00:17:06,407 Can you please tell me where Edie Crane's been 357 00:17:06,431 --> 00:17:07,175 the last week? 358 00:17:07,210 --> 00:17:08,210 I'm sorry Miss Asherston, 359 00:17:08,244 --> 00:17:09,604 but we're not at liberty to discuss 360 00:17:09,628 --> 00:17:11,379 our staffs personal matters. 361 00:17:11,414 --> 00:17:12,213 That's fine. 362 00:17:12,248 --> 00:17:13,181 Thank you. 363 00:17:13,216 --> 00:17:15,216 I'll see you in a few weeks. 364 00:17:15,251 --> 00:17:16,251 Miss Asherston. 365 00:17:18,288 --> 00:17:19,887 If you were to look at the NA meeting 366 00:17:19,923 --> 00:17:21,289 at the African Art Center, 367 00:17:21,324 --> 00:17:22,444 you'll maybe find her there. 368 00:17:22,468 --> 00:17:24,425 Okay, maybe. 369 00:17:24,461 --> 00:17:26,227 But I ain't said shit. 370 00:17:26,262 --> 00:17:27,262 Thank you. 371 00:17:33,146 --> 00:17:34,146 Look Edie, 372 00:17:34,170 --> 00:17:36,070 where the hell you been since the funeral? 373 00:17:36,106 --> 00:17:37,972 I've been tryna get at you, 374 00:17:38,007 --> 00:17:39,240 I've been tryna call you. 375 00:17:39,275 --> 00:17:41,109 Yeah, well you ain't been trying hard enough, 376 00:17:41,144 --> 00:17:43,244 bitch 'cause I've been around. 377 00:17:43,279 --> 00:17:44,279 This is gonna be 378 00:17:44,314 --> 00:17:45,246 the last cheque you'll be getting. 379 00:17:45,281 --> 00:17:46,581 What? 380 00:17:46,616 --> 00:17:47,727 What the hell are you talking about? 381 00:17:47,751 --> 00:17:50,084 Look I was able to get them to put in a small severance, 382 00:17:50,120 --> 00:17:51,652 but that was all I could do. 383 00:17:51,688 --> 00:17:53,087 Damn! 384 00:17:53,123 --> 00:17:54,123 We getting laid off? 385 00:17:55,191 --> 00:17:57,258 That is some bullshit. 386 00:17:57,293 --> 00:17:59,093 The sales going through. 387 00:17:59,129 --> 00:18:00,561 All right, but I got you. 388 00:18:02,132 --> 00:18:03,297 Bitch, 389 00:18:03,333 --> 00:18:04,265 I'ma have to learn Chinese or something. 390 00:18:04,300 --> 00:18:05,933 Look I need you to focus, 391 00:18:05,969 --> 00:18:07,101 okay? 392 00:18:07,137 --> 00:18:10,638 This cheque I got for you it ain't light. 393 00:18:10,673 --> 00:18:11,739 All right, 394 00:18:11,775 --> 00:18:13,941 it's gonna keep you up until we find you something new. 395 00:18:13,977 --> 00:18:15,143 Okay. 396 00:18:15,178 --> 00:18:16,477 What you gonna do? 397 00:18:16,513 --> 00:18:17,578 They keeping me on. 398 00:18:19,549 --> 00:18:21,149 Getting a promotion to manager. 399 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:28,289 Gimme my cheque girl! 400 00:18:28,324 --> 00:18:29,123 Look Edie, 401 00:18:29,159 --> 00:18:30,258 listen to me. 402 00:18:30,293 --> 00:18:33,094 I got hell of a people looking to hook you up with a gig. 403 00:18:33,129 --> 00:18:33,995 All right, 404 00:18:34,030 --> 00:18:34,629 shits not real flush right now, 405 00:18:34,664 --> 00:18:36,130 but gimme like a month 406 00:18:36,166 --> 00:18:37,965 and I promise you it's gonna be cool. 407 00:18:38,001 --> 00:18:39,001 No. 408 00:18:41,204 --> 00:18:43,237 It's not gonna be cool, Ash. 409 00:18:44,741 --> 00:18:47,275 Congrats, manager. 410 00:18:48,178 --> 00:18:49,178 Edie. 411 00:18:51,014 --> 00:18:52,014 Edie. 412 00:18:59,689 --> 00:19:00,689 Damn! 413 00:19:05,028 --> 00:19:07,161 Yeah, I have the paperwork right in front of me. 414 00:19:07,197 --> 00:19:09,697 I know, but my mom took out two mortgages, 415 00:19:09,732 --> 00:19:12,200 one for repairs and one for credit card debt. 416 00:19:12,235 --> 00:19:13,301 Yes but that's... 417 00:19:13,336 --> 00:19:14,702 This is what I'm tryna tell you, 418 00:19:14,737 --> 00:19:16,170 I couldn't afford it with the job 419 00:19:16,206 --> 00:19:18,339 so without the job... 420 00:19:18,374 --> 00:19:19,507 Life insurance? 421 00:19:19,542 --> 00:19:21,375 No, there was only enough for the cremation. 422 00:19:21,411 --> 00:19:22,243 That's it. 423 00:19:22,278 --> 00:19:23,644 Yeah! 424 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:25,379 No shit it's an unfortunate circumstance. 425 00:19:25,415 --> 00:19:28,149 That's why I'm tryna tell you that I need... 426 00:19:40,630 --> 00:19:41,729 I've been calling you. 427 00:19:44,234 --> 00:19:46,234 You dunno how to call somebody back now? 428 00:19:46,269 --> 00:19:48,369 I heard about your mother and I'm sorry. 429 00:19:48,404 --> 00:19:49,770 Wow. 430 00:19:49,806 --> 00:19:52,440 You heard about my mom and you still didn't call me? 431 00:19:52,475 --> 00:19:54,508 You knew I had a family. 432 00:19:54,544 --> 00:19:56,224 You knew I was working through some things, 433 00:19:56,248 --> 00:19:57,111 you knew. 434 00:19:57,146 --> 00:19:57,845 Look, all right, 435 00:19:57,881 --> 00:19:59,380 okay. 436 00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:00,381 I do accept it all right. 437 00:20:00,416 --> 00:20:03,851 My wife and my kids, 438 00:20:03,887 --> 00:20:04,887 that's forever 439 00:20:06,256 --> 00:20:08,376 and I'll do whatever it takes to keep them in my life. 440 00:20:08,400 --> 00:20:09,400 Your wife 441 00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:12,360 and your kids? 442 00:20:12,395 --> 00:20:13,628 Well you, your wife 443 00:20:13,663 --> 00:20:16,864 and your ugly-ass kids can kiss my butt ass, Chris! 444 00:20:16,900 --> 00:20:18,266 How 'bout that nr! 445 00:20:18,301 --> 00:20:19,433 That's my answer. 446 00:20:19,469 --> 00:20:20,268 I do not accept it, 447 00:20:20,303 --> 00:20:21,402 do you hear me! 448 00:20:21,437 --> 00:20:22,236 I don't accept it, bitch! 449 00:20:22,272 --> 00:20:23,104 Well, I'm sorry, 450 00:20:23,139 --> 00:20:25,072 but you need to find another home group, 451 00:20:25,108 --> 00:20:26,173 get you another sponsor, 452 00:20:26,209 --> 00:20:29,377 reach out to a higher power to make the pain go away. 453 00:20:29,412 --> 00:20:30,745 But you're not to call me 454 00:20:30,780 --> 00:20:32,700 and don't come around my place of business again, 455 00:20:32,724 --> 00:20:34,157 you understand? 456 00:20:38,655 --> 00:20:40,254 F your kids. 457 00:21:48,224 --> 00:21:49,690 What the hell are you looking at? 458 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:56,664 What are you looking at? 459 00:21:56,699 --> 00:21:59,367 You know I'm so glad you came in here today, 460 00:21:59,402 --> 00:22:01,669 because I've been meaning to talk to you. 461 00:22:03,539 --> 00:22:05,840 Let's have a conversation? 462 00:22:05,875 --> 00:22:10,177 You up there on your throne 463 00:22:10,213 --> 00:22:14,315 looking down on everybody like you got something to say. 464 00:22:14,350 --> 00:22:18,753 See that's why I never got into you. 465 00:22:18,788 --> 00:22:21,422 That's why I never believed in you 466 00:22:21,457 --> 00:22:23,624 'cause Clarice was always... 467 00:22:25,695 --> 00:22:28,396 Seems like you have so much to say, 468 00:22:28,431 --> 00:22:31,365 but where do you words lie though? 469 00:22:31,401 --> 00:22:34,535 What are words without actions though? 470 00:22:34,570 --> 00:22:38,706 You ain't done shit for nobody boy! 471 00:22:38,741 --> 00:22:39,774 Look at Clarice, 472 00:22:39,809 --> 00:22:42,410 she believed in you, 473 00:22:42,445 --> 00:22:45,379 she put her whole life into you, 474 00:22:45,415 --> 00:22:46,947 she talked to you everyday. 475 00:22:46,983 --> 00:22:48,582 Look what you did to her. 476 00:22:49,485 --> 00:22:51,552 Cancer, 477 00:22:51,587 --> 00:22:52,853 died. 478 00:22:52,889 --> 00:22:57,792 Is there ever a time where you actually do 479 00:22:57,827 --> 00:22:59,560 what you say you're gonna do? 480 00:23:00,430 --> 00:23:01,896 I got to know. 481 00:23:01,931 --> 00:23:04,265 Since you look and look, 482 00:23:04,300 --> 00:23:05,633 look, 483 00:23:05,668 --> 00:23:06,901 look deep nr, 484 00:23:06,936 --> 00:23:08,436 look deep. 485 00:23:08,471 --> 00:23:10,871 I'm not one of your believers. 486 00:23:10,907 --> 00:23:12,573 That shit is fraud, 487 00:23:12,608 --> 00:23:13,574 you're a false, 488 00:23:13,609 --> 00:23:15,643 you're a fake. 489 00:23:15,678 --> 00:23:19,413 See, nobody has the balls to tell you that, 490 00:23:19,449 --> 00:23:21,549 but I'm 'bout to tell you that shit. 491 00:23:24,587 --> 00:23:25,986 Wow. 492 00:23:26,022 --> 00:23:28,656 You must have an issue with black people though. 493 00:23:28,691 --> 00:23:30,825 For real, for real, 494 00:23:30,860 --> 00:23:33,060 because every time I see you 495 00:23:33,096 --> 00:23:35,596 and every time people talk about you, 496 00:23:35,631 --> 00:23:38,899 it's always the shit you're doing to us. 497 00:23:38,935 --> 00:23:40,468 You wanna see truth? 498 00:23:40,503 --> 00:23:41,702 Look in me! 499 00:23:42,638 --> 00:23:46,474 See that shit 'cause at least I can be real, 500 00:23:46,509 --> 00:23:48,242 at least my word means something. 501 00:23:49,045 --> 00:23:50,511 But you, 502 00:23:50,546 --> 00:23:54,315 how dare you take everything from me, 503 00:23:54,350 --> 00:23:55,950 take everything from Clarice! 504 00:23:55,985 --> 00:24:00,721 God, kiss my black ass nr! 505 00:24:30,353 --> 00:24:32,386 Thank you, girl. 506 00:24:32,421 --> 00:24:34,388 That's everything. 507 00:24:34,423 --> 00:24:35,489 That's everything. 508 00:24:35,525 --> 00:24:39,660 Thank you, thank you. 509 00:24:39,695 --> 00:24:41,562 Girl, thank you. 510 00:24:41,597 --> 00:24:43,864 Why you just don't take me up on my spare room? 511 00:24:43,900 --> 00:24:46,400 I mean it's sunny, you got your own bathroom. 512 00:24:46,435 --> 00:24:48,035 No, I love my studio. 513 00:24:48,070 --> 00:24:48,969 I can't wait to have you over. 514 00:24:49,005 --> 00:24:51,372 Let me drop you off on my way back to work. 515 00:24:51,407 --> 00:24:52,373 No, girl, no please. 516 00:24:52,408 --> 00:24:54,708 Okay I gotta stay and organize a little bit, 517 00:24:54,744 --> 00:24:57,044 and then I'll be out. 518 00:24:57,079 --> 00:24:58,079 Okay. 519 00:24:58,114 --> 00:24:59,114 Thank you. 520 00:25:02,552 --> 00:25:04,685 We's brought our shoulders, bitch. 521 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:05,986 I'm not playing with you. 522 00:25:06,022 --> 00:25:06,987 Okay, look, call me over the weekend. 523 00:25:07,023 --> 00:25:08,055 I will. Okay. 524 00:25:08,090 --> 00:25:09,823 All right, I'll see you babe. 525 00:25:09,859 --> 00:25:11,091 Bye! 526 00:25:11,127 --> 00:25:12,127 Bye bye. 527 00:26:44,280 --> 00:26:45,280 All of that time 528 00:26:45,304 --> 00:26:47,871 I was wondering what was wrong with me! 529 00:26:52,578 --> 00:26:55,646 Hurry up and get it and go home. 530 00:26:55,748 --> 00:26:57,381 Let 'em know where you got it from. 531 00:26:57,483 --> 00:26:58,549 Presidential, yup. 532 00:26:59,518 --> 00:27:00,951 Know what I'm sayin'? 533 00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:04,121 Boy I'm tryin' to get it, you know what I'm sayin'? 534 00:27:05,591 --> 00:27:08,525 Look at you, goddamn, Edie Crane. 535 00:27:09,729 --> 00:27:12,062 It's been a long time. 536 00:27:12,164 --> 00:27:13,164 What up Ziek? 537 00:27:14,433 --> 00:27:15,433 What's up wit chu? 538 00:27:17,169 --> 00:27:19,470 I'm just going places, a lot of places. 539 00:27:20,940 --> 00:27:23,507 It's good to see you know where home is. 540 00:27:26,545 --> 00:27:28,512 Where you tryin' to go tonight though? 541 00:27:30,082 --> 00:27:31,482 Around the world Ziek. 542 00:27:33,719 --> 00:27:35,419 Well I could take you there. 543 00:27:36,355 --> 00:27:40,524 You know we presidential now, it's top shelf. 544 00:27:40,626 --> 00:27:44,094 I could take you to Pluto and back, all on one sack. 545 00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:46,663 It's only one question shorty, 546 00:27:47,633 --> 00:27:49,166 what you tryin' to spin on? 547 00:27:58,611 --> 00:28:00,444 What's that? 548 00:28:00,546 --> 00:28:02,913 It ain't much but it's all I got Ziek, all right? 549 00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:04,348 Man this ain't the old days. 550 00:28:04,450 --> 00:28:06,383 Man we get money around here. 551 00:28:06,485 --> 00:28:07,518 Ziek, please. 552 00:28:07,620 --> 00:28:09,086 I got wolves to feed. 553 00:28:12,591 --> 00:28:13,757 Gimme this. 554 00:28:15,161 --> 00:28:16,393 Gimme this. 555 00:28:18,230 --> 00:28:21,532 It's good to see you ain't never lose your edges though. 556 00:28:21,634 --> 00:28:22,634 Come on Ziek. 557 00:28:23,469 --> 00:28:24,629 I got you, come on, let's go. 558 00:28:25,738 --> 00:28:27,571 Keep watching that car down there. 559 00:28:27,673 --> 00:28:29,506 That car done rolled by two or three times 560 00:28:29,608 --> 00:28:31,909 and ain't spending no money. 561 00:29:20,593 --> 00:29:25,095 God, god, help me. 562 00:29:43,849 --> 00:29:44,849 God. 563 00:30:13,746 --> 00:30:15,479 Mhmm, it's fabulous. 564 00:30:15,581 --> 00:30:16,747 Looks great on you. 565 00:30:17,716 --> 00:30:20,984 It's creating arm fat, Harry, on both sides. 566 00:30:21,086 --> 00:30:22,586 You're stressing over nothing. 567 00:30:22,688 --> 00:30:24,188 I can't breathe. 568 00:30:24,290 --> 00:30:26,023 And breathing is overrated. 569 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:28,258 Come on. 570 00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:29,840 I love you Harry but you didn't listen 571 00:30:29,864 --> 00:30:33,230 to me when I said that this dress needed to have movement. 572 00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:35,599 I listened to you Miss Sinclair. 573 00:30:35,701 --> 00:30:37,234 We made a few strategic changes. 574 00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:39,570 I admit, that the, some of the movement 575 00:30:39,672 --> 00:30:41,772 had to be sacrificed, but I must say, 576 00:30:41,874 --> 00:30:44,908 looking at you, that pencil skirt 577 00:30:45,010 --> 00:30:47,945 makes your, accents your attributes in a most 578 00:30:48,881 --> 00:30:50,747 flattering way. 579 00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:53,183 I appreciate how eloquently you just told me 580 00:30:53,285 --> 00:30:54,718 I have a fat ass Harry.. 581 00:30:54,820 --> 00:30:55,986 I would never. 582 00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,188 This event is for a children's charity. 583 00:30:58,290 --> 00:31:00,557 There's gonna be reporters and photographers there. 584 00:31:00,659 --> 00:31:01,558 Yes. 585 00:31:01,660 --> 00:31:02,737 And I need to be able to bend and squat. 586 00:31:02,761 --> 00:31:03,293 Okay. 587 00:31:03,395 --> 00:31:04,561 I can't breathe. 588 00:31:04,663 --> 00:31:06,096 Yes. 589 00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:07,709 These kids with all these games that we have planned. 590 00:31:07,733 --> 00:31:09,773 They're gonna have to get me in and out of the chair 591 00:31:09,797 --> 00:31:12,398 like a, like a beached whale or something. 592 00:31:14,106 --> 00:31:15,639 Excuse me. 593 00:31:15,741 --> 00:31:17,341 This is a private place of business. 594 00:31:17,443 --> 00:31:18,976 Could you please exit? 595 00:31:19,078 --> 00:31:20,777 Honestly, if I were you, I'd just go with 596 00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,279 a softer Chiffon skirt girl. 597 00:31:22,381 --> 00:31:25,115 Graduated hem, longer in the back than in the front, 598 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:27,297 and that'll give you a lovely fluid line as you move. 599 00:31:27,353 --> 00:31:28,919 And still maintain the simple quality 600 00:31:29,021 --> 00:31:29,920 of the overall silhouette. 601 00:31:30,022 --> 00:31:31,588 Girl look, let me show you. 602 00:31:31,690 --> 00:31:32,256 No-no-no-no. 603 00:31:32,358 --> 00:31:33,657 Honestly, it's not that. 604 00:31:33,759 --> 00:31:34,258 Gimme that! 605 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:35,360 Get out of here! 606 00:31:35,394 --> 00:31:36,126 Ma'am please. 607 00:31:36,228 --> 00:31:37,327 Who are you? 608 00:31:37,429 --> 00:31:38,262 Girl, and your ass look good girl. 609 00:31:38,364 --> 00:31:39,663 It look good girl, it look good. 610 00:31:39,765 --> 00:31:41,245 I'm so sorry about the sloppy security 611 00:31:41,333 --> 00:31:42,165 around here Miss Sinclair. 612 00:31:42,268 --> 00:31:43,708 You don't have to apologize, at least 613 00:31:43,769 --> 00:31:45,329 someone's finally listening to me Harry. 614 00:32:05,334 --> 00:32:06,854 In case you try to poison me with that. 615 00:32:06,878 --> 00:32:07,878 Wait a minute. 616 00:32:08,894 --> 00:32:10,727 Interesting. 617 00:32:10,829 --> 00:32:12,863 Excuse me, I don't mean to bother you, 618 00:32:12,965 --> 00:32:14,331 and I know you're very busy, 619 00:32:14,433 --> 00:32:17,167 but if you would please, please take a look at this, 620 00:32:17,269 --> 00:32:19,870 I'd be very, very grateful. 621 00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:20,704 Thank you. 622 00:32:20,806 --> 00:32:21,938 I really appreciate it. 623 00:32:25,411 --> 00:32:28,745 No, wait a minute, madame. 624 00:32:28,847 --> 00:32:31,248 Please, please, please, please. 625 00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:36,920 Is this your work? 626 00:32:37,022 --> 00:32:38,322 Yeah, it is. 627 00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:43,026 May I offer you coffee? 628 00:32:43,929 --> 00:32:45,095 Yeah? 629 00:32:45,197 --> 00:32:46,274 We could discuss this and other things. 630 00:32:46,298 --> 00:32:47,731 Well, I'm telling you right now 631 00:32:47,833 --> 00:32:49,733 that I like my coffee on ice. 632 00:32:49,835 --> 00:32:50,367 Is that a yes? 633 00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:51,335 Throw in a croissant? 634 00:32:51,437 --> 00:32:53,070 More like a Perrier. 635 00:32:53,172 --> 00:32:55,005 Come, please, I want to talk to you. 636 00:32:55,107 --> 00:32:56,173 Let's do this. 637 00:32:56,275 --> 00:32:57,319 This is an amazing piece of work. 638 00:32:57,343 --> 00:32:58,663 How long have you been doing this? 639 00:32:58,744 --> 00:32:59,788 And why didn't you tell me this the other day 640 00:32:59,812 --> 00:33:01,411 when you came into the store? 641 00:33:01,630 --> 00:33:05,966 Your ability to refine the asymmetrical line 642 00:33:06,001 --> 00:33:09,202 while maintaining the original line, staggering. 643 00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:11,238 Thank you, thank you. 644 00:33:11,273 --> 00:33:13,206 Well, I mean, I've always had an affinity 645 00:33:13,242 --> 00:33:15,075 for the hard edges and the soft lines 646 00:33:15,110 --> 00:33:18,311 of the Asian designers like Issey Miyaki, 647 00:33:18,347 --> 00:33:19,379 you know what I mean? 648 00:33:19,415 --> 00:33:23,150 I mean, that's the exact dichotomy that I strive for. 649 00:33:23,185 --> 00:33:25,786 Excuse me, I don't mean to be crass, 650 00:33:25,821 --> 00:33:28,922 but I gotta say it. 651 00:33:28,957 --> 00:33:33,260 Why on God's green earth is a talented, 652 00:33:33,295 --> 00:33:35,162 masterful designer such as yourself 653 00:33:35,197 --> 00:33:36,797 walking around in rags? 654 00:33:36,832 --> 00:33:37,931 What is with that? 655 00:33:37,966 --> 00:33:38,966 I mean, look, darling, 656 00:33:39,001 --> 00:33:40,767 I get the whole boho chic thing, 657 00:33:40,803 --> 00:33:43,136 I mean, but you taking this shit to a whole nother level. 658 00:33:45,340 --> 00:33:48,308 I mean, boho is never really, 659 00:33:48,343 --> 00:33:50,310 and was never really my thing, 660 00:33:50,345 --> 00:33:55,282 but this is what I like to call Atlanta necessity. 661 00:33:55,317 --> 00:33:57,350 You know, practical, yet purposeful, 662 00:33:57,386 --> 00:33:59,152 with a utilitarian slant. 663 00:33:59,188 --> 00:34:02,756 Think Mad Max meets early Outkast. 664 00:34:02,791 --> 00:34:04,658 I love it, yes, I love it. 665 00:34:05,961 --> 00:34:09,596 Can you replicate this sketch? 666 00:34:10,299 --> 00:34:11,998 What do you mean, draw it again? 667 00:34:12,034 --> 00:34:13,934 Yes, from paper to body. 668 00:34:13,969 --> 00:34:15,135 Could you do that? 669 00:34:17,172 --> 00:34:19,206 Well, I mean, here's the thing, Harry, 670 00:34:19,241 --> 00:34:22,309 that is a skill set that I'd like to think 671 00:34:22,344 --> 00:34:24,311 that I'm capable of. 672 00:34:24,346 --> 00:34:27,981 Wonderful, but, yes, I hear it. 673 00:34:28,016 --> 00:34:29,149 I hear a but. 674 00:34:29,184 --> 00:34:30,250 I don't mind feeling buts, 675 00:34:30,285 --> 00:34:33,053 but what is with this but? Well, forgive my crassness, 676 00:34:33,088 --> 00:34:36,823 but I can damn near move mountains of fabric. 677 00:34:38,393 --> 00:34:39,993 Wonderful. 678 00:34:40,028 --> 00:34:41,028 For a price. 679 00:34:43,866 --> 00:34:45,799 And that price being? 680 00:35:52,501 --> 00:35:53,501 Caroline? 681 00:35:58,006 --> 00:35:59,006 My god. 682 00:36:02,444 --> 00:36:04,110 Caroline Acherson? 683 00:36:07,282 --> 00:36:08,381 My god. 684 00:36:14,289 --> 00:36:15,488 Hi. 685 00:36:15,524 --> 00:36:19,125 My name is Edie Crane, and I am an addict. 686 00:36:19,161 --> 00:36:20,961 Hi, Edie. 687 00:36:20,996 --> 00:36:23,496 I had been sober, I had been clean 688 00:36:23,532 --> 00:36:28,735 for 4,027 days, which is approximately 11 years, 689 00:36:29,871 --> 00:36:31,431 but even though I had not been drinking, 690 00:36:31,455 --> 00:36:33,273 and even though I had not been using, 691 00:36:33,308 --> 00:36:35,275 I was not clean, you feel me? 692 00:36:35,310 --> 00:36:36,343 I was a dry drunk. 693 00:36:36,378 --> 00:36:39,479 I was bitter, I was doubtful, 694 00:36:39,514 --> 00:36:42,115 I was vengeful as hell, 695 00:36:42,150 --> 00:36:44,117 and I made a lot of poor choices, 696 00:36:44,152 --> 00:36:48,455 and I wasn't thinking about nobody but my damn self. 697 00:36:48,490 --> 00:36:51,157 I didn't really feel like I belonged anywhere. 698 00:36:51,193 --> 00:36:53,426 I just had this pain, this void 699 00:36:54,496 --> 00:36:56,529 that I was constantly trying to fill, 700 00:36:56,565 --> 00:36:57,364 just trying to fill it 701 00:36:57,399 --> 00:36:59,432 with anything I could put my hands on, 702 00:36:59,468 --> 00:37:01,468 just drinking, and drugging, and dick, 703 00:37:01,503 --> 00:37:05,805 and none of that shit worked. 704 00:37:05,841 --> 00:37:07,040 I know I'm not unique. 705 00:37:07,075 --> 00:37:08,608 I know that all y'all, your story, 706 00:37:08,644 --> 00:37:10,043 we all have the same narrative. 707 00:37:10,078 --> 00:37:11,838 I mean, that's why we're in this room, right? 708 00:37:11,862 --> 00:37:14,481 Because we share the same story. 709 00:37:14,516 --> 00:37:16,516 We just got a little different spin on it, 710 00:37:16,551 --> 00:37:21,488 and y'all, I'm glad, because I recently found my sister. 711 00:37:21,523 --> 00:37:25,025 I'm glad because I cannot do this alone. 712 00:37:31,566 --> 00:37:36,336 I realize now I didn't know where I came from. 713 00:37:37,673 --> 00:37:40,307 With the grace of God, 714 00:37:40,342 --> 00:37:43,176 I know where I'm going, 715 00:37:44,112 --> 00:37:46,179 and it's not just about the days behind us, 716 00:37:46,214 --> 00:37:48,515 'cause you know we got a lot of those, 717 00:37:48,550 --> 00:37:50,984 but it's about today. 718 00:37:51,019 --> 00:37:53,153 It is about this moment, 719 00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:56,489 and I choose this moment right here, right now for me. 720 00:37:58,093 --> 00:38:01,027 And the last thing I learned is, 721 00:38:01,063 --> 00:38:05,999 no matter how dark it gets, 722 00:38:08,070 --> 00:38:10,403 you turn your face, girl. 723 00:38:11,573 --> 00:38:14,174 You turn your face towards that sunlight 724 00:38:14,209 --> 00:38:18,044 just for a little bit every day. 725 00:38:20,115 --> 00:38:21,115 Y'all hear me? 726 00:38:33,628 --> 00:38:36,529 Can everybody please join in and repeat after me? 727 00:38:36,565 --> 00:38:38,932 It is in the giving that we receive. 728 00:38:38,967 --> 00:38:41,234 It is in the giving that we receive. 729 00:38:41,269 --> 00:38:43,136 And it is in the pardoning that we pardon. 730 00:38:43,171 --> 00:38:46,039 And it is in the pardoning that we pardon. 731 00:38:46,074 --> 00:38:47,207 Have a wonderful evening. 732 00:38:51,947 --> 00:38:53,313 Bring that in my way. 733 00:39:03,525 --> 00:39:05,592 I take 100% responsibility. 734 00:39:05,627 --> 00:39:06,627 No. 735 00:39:08,463 --> 00:39:10,063 Half of that shit show was mine. 736 00:39:12,367 --> 00:39:13,367 I'm sorry. 737 00:39:14,636 --> 00:39:16,936 Yeah, me too. 738 00:39:22,544 --> 00:39:23,544 Excuse me. 739 00:39:30,652 --> 00:39:32,419 What are y'all doing here? 740 00:39:32,454 --> 00:39:33,653 I was just, I was so scared 741 00:39:33,688 --> 00:39:36,689 to tell you who I was these past few months, 742 00:39:36,725 --> 00:39:39,592 I mean, and Clarice, she never wanted me 743 00:39:40,562 --> 00:39:42,462 to open up to you. 744 00:39:42,497 --> 00:39:44,597 I was just so afraid that you wouldn't accept me 745 00:39:44,633 --> 00:39:46,466 because of who our father was, 746 00:39:46,501 --> 00:39:51,304 who, by the way, he not only left us his legacy, 747 00:39:54,042 --> 00:39:55,942 he also left us this. 748 00:39:57,345 --> 00:39:58,478 That is your share. 749 00:39:59,581 --> 00:40:01,648 Girl, is this real? 750 00:40:01,683 --> 00:40:02,715 It's a blessing. 751 00:40:02,751 --> 00:40:05,318 Holy shit. 752 00:40:05,353 --> 00:40:07,654 I wanted you to know who I was 753 00:40:07,689 --> 00:40:10,056 when we first met, but I wanted you to know me 754 00:40:10,091 --> 00:40:12,058 outside of who he is. 755 00:40:12,093 --> 00:40:14,027 Girl, I know exactly who you are. 756 00:40:15,030 --> 00:40:16,296 You're my sister. 757 00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:19,566 Come here, girl. 758 00:40:19,601 --> 00:40:20,633 I love you. 759 00:40:20,669 --> 00:40:22,101 I love you too. 760 00:40:22,151 --> 00:40:26,701 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0